‘What are you talking about Hye?’
‘Oh Come on, Everyone saw you with her. Now even the hot news about it.!’ I yelled.
‘You mean Yongjoo? It just for work plus, she went to the same collage with me.’
As Keybum defends himself and I can’t control myself. We keep arguing and everyone at the café looking at us. I hold my anger and become silence for a minute. can see how keybum try to say something but he can’t..
‘Got to go, bye..’ as I stood up and walk away.
‘Eunhye-ah.. wait up.’ As keybum follow me from behind.
While waiting for lift , Keybum try to hold my hand and stare at me. I try to avoid that stare but… suddenly keybum pull me and drag me to the stare entrance.
‘What are you doing?’ I yelled
*sighed* ‘Hye-ah, what wrong with you. Come on, not because of you jealousy we are like this now. Please stop that, I hate it when you do that.’
WHAT? He asked me to stop? Hate it? Geeezzz he the one who start it and now he blame me? I cant believe this. It’s not like I’m jealous with that Yongjoo for the first time. I know she is Keybum BFF and bla bla bla… but I cant help being so jealous when she be around with my boyfriend. Everytime we go out, there is Yongjoo name pop out, than news after news, all about them. Who are not jealous if their boyfriend with other girls.. for work? D-oh…
‘keybum, this is not the first time, You even call her baby. Fine, I’m okay with it since you say it not the same with your love one. You prefer to call your GF as a name. FINE. But now all this is too much for me…’
‘I know, but that’s only a rumor Eunhye. You believe a rumor than hear it from your own love? You know…’
‘I saw both of you’ as I cut in keybum words.
‘What?’
‘Yup, I when to see you at collage as manager oppa asked me to pick you up. But than.. ‘ My eyes start to tear up as soon I remember that time.
‘Hye-ah, that’s just…we…’
‘See.. even yourself can’t say anything about it.’
Keybum just froze there and lower his head down. His phone rang in sudden, look like someone call him urgently and asking him something. After he hang up his phone.. without let him say anything.
‘Someone want to see you, you better go.’
‘Eunhye, I’m sorry if I make you mad. But please let me explain when I get back okay?’
I just ignore him and walk away. I know this hard from him, work, study, love… but it’s hard for me too.
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‘YOU WHAT?!’ Yeowang quickly cling to me with her shock face.
‘Everytime I shock~shock~…’ Hyesun and Eunchan singing Shock from Beast.
‘Oi, this is not the time to be funny.. ssshhuuuhh. Let your unnie have some talk here. Go go!’ Yeowang smack both of them before she drag me to balcony.
‘Pie, you know keybum do that all before of work, it’s for entertainment business. keybum just being professional that’s all.’
‘Easy for you to say, you was like that when Jinki close with Jessica. Plus Yongjoo is your friends..’
‘About Jessica and Jinki, that’s old story okay. We are okay now, since I now that just for work. About Yongjoo, it’s not like I on her side. I’m not in her side or either you. I just want to help my friends. My pie.’
‘I don’t know what to do Yeowang , it’s okay for 2 3 times. But when I saw them being so close, my heart so hurt. You know how much I don’t like Yongjoo. ‘ I let out a sighed and look at Yeowang.
‘I know, think about how hard keybum try to get his dream and how he want to be with you,..’
‘I’m tired, I wanna go to sleep’ I cant hear or arguing with Yeowang now. I’m so tired with all this.
“Pie! Yaahhh! PARK EUNHYE!! COMEBACK HERE!!’
~ DDAAAAMMMMMMM~
As I close my bedroom door, Eunchan just give me shock face and I cant say a words. I lay down on my bed, cover my face with my blanket and start sobbing.
‘Unnie~ are you okay?’ I can hear Eunchan calling me and asking me if I’m alright. But for now, I cant say anything, it’s too hard for me to talk because of my tears already falling.
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‘Where is Eunhye?’ Yeowang asked
‘Eunhye noona? She at coordinator noona room. Why?’ Taemin pointed the room where dress coordinator and me in.
‘Nothing, did she say anything or she in no mood face?’
‘Hmmm…nope. She still has the sweet smile but she is not like her before. She become so silence and doing her
work.’
‘This is not good..’
‘KimKeybum!!’ Yeowang shouted keybum name
‘What?’
‘Did you talk with her?’
‘I already did Yeowang, *sigh* and I don’t know what to do now. She being so stubborn and…’
*Smack*
‘Jinki hyung, Yah, what that’s for?’
‘That’s for being so idiot. Listen.. maybe she a bit stubborn and her jealousy take over her. But she still your girl and your love one. I know it’s hard for you and it’s hard for Eunhye too. Both of you tired and you two need to have slow talk.’
‘And stop seeing Yongjoo for moment. ‘ Yeowang cut in
‘But..’
‘Keybum, that’s for you own go. If not you will lose you love one. I tell you, Eunhye not joking around and she serious this time. Every night she tears up and wont eat anything..’
‘How did you know?’
‘Because Eunchan told me, She feel so sad hearing her sister sobbing every night.’
‘Go talk to her, hyung already call coordinator noona and she said that Eunhye at the room3 alone.’
‘Thank Jinki hyung, Yeowang…’
‘Don’t thanks us yet and just go, will ya.’
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‘Geezz, why all the clothe so messy…’
As I busy organize all the clothe and some stuff, I hear someone coming. Hmm may be it just unnie’s..
‘Unnie, where you put the……’ I freeze as I saw Keybum appear from the door.
‘what are you doing here?’
‘Eunhye, we need to talk.’ Slowly Keybum wake toward me
‘I don’t have time for this now, I got work to do..’ He pulls me into him and hugs me from the back.
‘Yaahh, KimKeybum, what are you doing? Let me go..’
‘Please, please.. let me hugs you for awhile… please.’ Keybum sigh and rest his chin on my shoulder. I just froze there as I can’t lie myself for being misses this hug from him. Again, my tears appear from my eyes. I cant blame him for hugging me. Since it’s been a month we didn’t be in this situation.
‘Keybum-ah~ please… can you let me go now…~’ even though it’s hard for me to let go his hug but I cant stop being so mad at him.
‘Eunhye-ah~please forgive me..’ He makes me facing him and stares at me with his red eyes.
OMo, did he cried? Why? Why he need to cried? Arrggggggg….
‘I just tired keybum, tired for all of this. We keep arguing over the same thing again and again, I’m tired..’
‘I know this is hard for you.. and I’m sorry to make you feel like this.. I bag you. Stop crying okay..it hurt me so much seeing you like this.’ He wipes my tears with his thumps
‘Keybum, let’s take a break. Can we?’ I can see the shock expression from Keybum face.
‘Wh…wha…what.. are you saying? Take a break?’
*nodding* ‘Ne, it’s just to hard for me to think all this . Just give me time to calm myself and I want to be alone for now..’
‘But..but…’
“I just got transfer for working with other band…I’m sorry for not telling you this.’ I sighed and keybum suddenly grabbed my wrist with his angry face.
‘WHAT? WHY ARE DOING THIS TO ME? DON’T YOU LOVE ME?!’ He yelled at me and I cant control myself to cried.
“Keybum, you hurt me. Let me go..’ I try to pull his hand but I cant, he tightens his grabs.
‘No, I wont.. Eunhye-ah…Please don’t do this to me. I love you..’
*sobbing* ‘I love you to keybum, I do but I just need time. Please…’
Keybum just let out sigh and his face turn red and his eyes too. It’s hurt for me seeing him like this but this is for our own good. I don’t want to lose him either. I just need a break.. a break where I can calm myself and clear all my messy mind.
After a minute both of us silence and my wrist still in keybum grabs. Keybum look at me and give me a kiss on the forehead.
‘Okay, Eunhye-ah. Let’s take a break from seeing each other.. let’s clear our mind and let’s fix our relationship. But, remember. I WONT LET YOU GO!. You will be in my heart forever and take you back into my embrace. ‘
That’s the last words keybum said to me after what happen. Being away from him, I can’t lie to myself that I start to miss him. Yeowang told me that, keybum change after we take a break from seeing each other. He still got my picture as his phone wallpaper and laptop.
‘Yeowang-ah, thank for all this. I’m sorry because put you and jinki into this situation. Please take care of Keybum for me and I will be back when I feel I’m ready..’
‘I will and don’t feel sorry okay. We glad to help you and we are family right… just take your time and take care of you health. Don’t worry about keybum… he got all of us. He wont dare to do anything.. ahahahahaha’
‘Thank you..’
I think sometimes, love can be so hard and can be so tired. *sigh* …
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AUTHOR NOTE:
Bhwhahahah there it goes.. my 1shot..
Ignore the tittle.. since i'm really bad in tittle thing..
n sorry about my grammes i got a bad writing skill..
will this is for fun actually..hahahahahah...
