MISSING YOU,SORRY
Written by EhyeFish@GiHyePie
Starring :: LeeGikwang & Park Eunhye
Rating: PG13
3:00 AM
Another tired day for me, *sigh* everyone already fall asleep accept for Yoseob-sshi, who still laying on the sofa with TV on but his eyes glue on his Iphone.
Yoseob: ‘Oh Gikwang-ah, you are back. Hmmm you don’t look too good…tired huh?’
Gikwang: ‘Ne..abit, Yoseobie, why are still awake? Don’t you should go to sleep by now?’
Yoseob: ‘You know I cant sleep..hehehe.’
Gikwang: ‘Oh ya..heheheh. by the way. Texting Sungrae?’
Yoseob: ‘Yup…Oh did you call Eunhye noona?’
Okey that question from Eunhye make me froze after hearing that name. Eunhye, not like I do something wrong it just its been two month I didn’t meet her, seeing her or even call her. I feel guilty, even Yoseob say Eunhye understand my busy schedule…
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DooJoon: ‘Yaahh shhiii…Paboya!!’
Gikwang: ‘Sorry….’
Again DooJoon hyung try picking on me but today I cant focus and had been spacing out while others were given instruction for the nest dance steps. Even more, I saw Eunhye walk in. I miss her so much, I feel like want to grab her into my embrace but then.
DooJoon: ‘YAAHH! LEEGIKWANG!!!’
Gikwang; ‘Ne..Mian.’
The music was played and we start our dance sequence, I need to focus but because of my body so damn tired, my dance move getting slower. I felt sorry to other member, they must be tired because of me. We keep continue the same step as I keep messing it.
Pripix Hyung finally asked us to stop and take a break, hyung still throw me a smile but not others. They look tired too but….
DooJoon: ‘LeeGikwang…why don’t you ever focus?’ Hyung really mad at me this time, he scolding me again before I manage talk toward Eunhye who look so worried.
Junhyung: ‘We always have to stay late because of you, you know. Just because you’re busy schedule and cant join us practice doesn’t mean the rest of us need to suffer this much too.’
DooJoon: ‘If you are tired, just tell Jiyoung. So you can go home and not here.’
SangMi: ‘Joon Oppa, stop nagging at him. Poor him, you know he didn’t mean that. Right Eunhye,’
Sangmi interrupting his next complaints, he look over his girlfriend with those glaring eyes of his. Everyone get scare with DooJoon hyung glare actually....
Eunhye: ‘Ne, Doojoon-shhi. Please forgive Gikwang, he didn’t mean too.’
Eunhye walked over to me and place her hands on mine. And she continue saying “You all tired and scolding kwangie isn’t making your practice go any faster” and then Yoseob stepped in and agreed with Eunhye. DooJoon couldn’t resist Eunhye words, she his best friend since little and hyung also tired. As Yoseob make a signal at me to walk away from Doojoon hyung for now, I let Eunhye hands go and walk toward my beg and grab a cold water. I couldn’t look at Eunhye face, she must be sad and hurt for what I just did but….i cant control it.
Eunhye; ‘This is not Gikwang I know..he really tired.’
Yoseob; ‘What do you mean noona?’
Eunhye; ‘I feel like wanna hug him now but don’t you guys notice? Normally he would shake off you guys insult or whatever as a joke and giggle but not this time. He hung his head in apology and then walks away.’
Sungrae: ‘Ne…I notice it too.’
Jiyoung mgr: ‘Gikwang-ah, lets go. You have radio interview now…hurry’
I hear Jiyoung hyung shouted and asked me to follow him to my next schedule, as I walk pass Eunhye, she just gave me her sweet smile. As I turn back..
Gikwang; *kiss on cheek* ‘I will be back, wait for me okey.’
Eunhye; ‘Araseo..see ya then. Bye yeom…’
She so cute when she tries to imitating me saying ‘Bye yeom’. Then again make me feel burden and guilty with all this. Doojoon hyung and Junhyung hyung didn’t even look at me. Yoseon, Hyunseungie and Doowoon waving and do ‘hwaiting’ pose at me.’
Next day, I was late from dance practice. Inside the dance rooms not really in good mood, everyone already finish and need to start again with me this time. The time suppose to be our sleep time, but because me they need to stay.
1 hour later, we all stop as Doowoon falls from tiredness; Manager hyung decided that it was the best for us all to get some sleep and rest.
Gikwang: ‘You guys go, I will stay and want to continue practice alone.’ I said while other was packing to leave. No one said anything to my decision to stay accept Yoseob who tell me not to stay back too late. I just nodded before they all walk out. After they all gone and I start practice again and this time I need to be 100% focus.
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Eunhye POV
It’s already 3:00 in the morning, i grab my car key and drive toward Cube Ent building as soon as Dongwoon call me and tell me that Gikwang still at the practice room by himself… Well I know it’s late but actually this is my time to go and meet him.
As I made my way to the practice room where Gikwang was in, when I open the door I already saw him infrond the big mirror. He was so focused and he didn’t notice me walk in and watch him dancing. Fatigue was slowly taking over his body, but he so stubborn and continue to push himself. I can feel that he wasn’t going to stop soon. My tears slowly appear I cant bare to look.
I decided to go towards him and his moves were getting slower and sloppy. He stop and wipe his sweat and take out his caps.
Me: ‘Kwangie-ah…’
Gikwang turn but he seem to look dizzy and I run close to him and hug him from behind, allowing him to collapse in my arms breathing hard and he face so pale. We slumped to the floor and continue to hold him.
Gikwang: ‘Hye-ah…mianhae,…’
Me: ‘Shhhh….dont say anything. Rest…’
Letting his head resting on my tied and wipe his sweat with my scarf. Gikwang close his eyes and bear to open. He look so tired and weak..
Me: ‘Why are you doing this to yourself?’
Gikwang; ‘Im not doing this to myself..im sure others feel the same way..’ he said between his breaths. He open his innocent eyes which always make me melt and stare at me.
Gikwang: ‘Hye-ah…I miss you. You know that? And…im sorry.’
Me: ‘I miss you more but why apologize? You didn’t do anything wrong.’
Gikwang: ‘Well I did, I always make you feel lonely and sad.’
Me: ‘No, you are not.’
I know Gikwang felt guilty as he always with his busy schedule and didn’t have time to spend with me. As I said that im okey with it, he just smile guilty at me. while my fingers running through his sweaty hair, Gikwang grab my hand and hold it at his chest.
Gikwang: ‘I will never let you be alone again..never. and I love you Park Eunhye.’
Me: ‘I Love you too Lee Gikwang.’
Then I can hear his stomach growl, its look like he is hungry now. He give his innocent smile and giggle. Aww eh so cute… as he stand up and tried to pull me up too. He grab me and hug me tighter.
Me: ‘Yaaahhh…you are sweaty and you hugging me?’
Gikwang; ‘Aww…I like when you getting mad.heheh’
Me: ‘Yaahhssiii…go take some shower. I will be here to packing your stuff. Aigo..now im sound like your omma..huhuhu.’
My word make him giggle and pull away from me. While he was on the shower room, I start packing his stuff, I saw his SmartPhone…aww he so sweet. He still use our first date picture as his wallpaper…
Me: ‘Gikwang-ah do you need to hold my hand this tight?’
Gikwang; *cute voice* ‘Of cause..i wont let you go. I wont. I missed to hold your hands..so..’
He kept hold my hand as we walk toward to ddukbogi store.
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Gikwang POV
These moment we had together always made us feel better. After such along time we didn’t go out together. Seeing Eunhye smile and hear her voice make my tiredness gone.
Eunhye; ‘Kwangie-ah…you should eat more. Put you diet away for tonight and eat..pali..’
Me: ‘Eh? Why? Ne ne I will…’
We didn’t say anything, we just keep eating and Eunhye busy cutting the meat for me. I looked over Eunhye to see her beautiful face. There was something I missed the most, her eyes and her lips at the corners. Without saying anything I leaned toward her and kissed her. Eunhye laid motionless, her eyes now wide open as she in shock.
We stared at each other after I pulled back from the kiss. Eunhye froze as I still close to her face then he pull me away.
Eunhye; ‘Yaa..poboya! there is a lot of people here..eeiii..’
But I can see her face blush as I just giggle at her shy face. But then Eunhye shifted closer to me and smiled before give me her quick kissed. Then we pretend like nothing was happen as people around us stare at us.
As we arrive at Beast dorm, I know it is hard for Eunhye to let me go but she didn’t show it and asked me to take a rest and sleep. I hug her from behind as she turn back to her car..and I whisper to her..
Me: ‘I miss you and im sorry. No metter what happen, you still in my heart. I love you..’
~~~ The end ~~~~~
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heheheheh sorry about the grammar at stuff hehe
this just for fun..ehehehhe
love ya
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